bellswithme Dragon

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from Madison, WI

  • Activity

    • 3 years ago

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    • 3 years ago

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    • RTX Hype

      3 years ago

      bellswithme

      In two weeks, I'll be leaving for Austin, Texas. I'll finally get to meet some of the best people I've ever known and I honestly can't wait. When I bought my ticket, I thought I'd be going to the convention by myself. I was so nervous to be alone for nearly a week in a new city. I thought the best part would be seeing the people who've inspired me. But now I know that I don't have to be alone. Now I'm more excited to meet my friends. So congrats you guys, you're official better than RT staff in my eyes.

    • 4 years ago

      bellswithme

      sorry for being a whiny crybaby

    • Oh shit im talking about On the Spot someone please stop me

      4 years ago

      bellswithme

      Okay, first off I just want to say that the sock thing was funny as hell and I laughed loud enough to wake up a rock.

      Secondly, this is just my personal opinion and my very personal experience.

      So what I want to talk about isn't the whole Rape University mess, what I want to talk about is the suicide joke. In particular the one where Geoff tells a guy to kill himself for $150k.

      Since about sixth or seventh grade, I have struggled with depression and suicidal thoughts. I'm now a junior in high school and in that fairly short time, I've there have been countless nights where I was one word away from downing a bottle of pills. There was one night that was particularly bad. It got to the point where I had brought a bottle of water and my prescription pain meds up to my room. I was pacing around and debating if I should just go through with it when a thought popped into my head. "You should watch a minecraft LP. If you still feel like killing yourself at the end of it then just do it. It's long enough to give you time to calm down and maybe it will distract you."

      So that's what I did. I'm not sure which video I watched, but obviously it did the trick. Not only had I decided to keep going, I was laughing harder than I had in weeks. So when the video ended I capped up the pills, drank some water, and curled up in bed with another video. Rooster Teeth and Achievement Hunter have saved me from myself.

      So to hear Geoff, a man I look up to and respect, joking about people killing themselves just made me feel kinda broken and shitty. I know it is only a joke. I know he doesn't mean it. I know that joking about suicide could be his own way of dealing with this own issues. But I also know that it made me feel like I should have killed myself. Maybe I shouldn't have stopped myself because it would have made a really good joke.

      I don't know. Sorry for writing this, I just wanted to get it off of my mind.

      Peace out.

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    • 4 years ago

      bellswithme
    • Jailbait?

      5 years ago

      bellswithme

      So today at work, a new coworker of mine was flirting with me and we were hitting it off. After we had been talking for a while he asked for my number and I was like "fuck yes". So he asked me where I went to school and I said [insert local high school here] and that's when he said that he goes to [local community college]. At this point all I thought was "oh fuuuuck". So I asked him how old he is. He's fucking twenty years old!!!
      But that's not the weird bit. When he learned that I'm 16, he said he still wanted to call me! And he asked me to go on a date that night!!
      Fucking Christ dude, you're hot as hell but calm down before you get arrested.

    • School Stress

      5 years ago

      bellswithme

      So I've missed a lot of school lately due to stress so I'm behind in pretty much all of my classes which is making me stress out more. Do you see how that might be an issue? Most of my classes it shouldn't be too much of an issue to get caught up and some of my teachers are really understanding and might be persuaded to let me off the hook on a few assignments.

      The only class that I'm really worried about is math. I'm taking algebra online because of more stress related issues (do you see this common theme in my school life?) and there isn't a way to be let off the hook on stuff. Everything is a lot faster paced and the due dates are more concrete. This means that I'm really behind in math. So I have to get about 10 assignments done before I can take the final. This wouldn't be too much of a big deal if it weren't for the fact that THE FINAL IS DUE THIS FRIDAY.

      Basically, I'm panicking so much. I don't understand how math works on a good day and these are not good days. I honestly don't know what to do. I've tried going to my friends for help but they just kind of shrug me off. It feels like I'm drowning and they're just passively watching.

      I just want a magic math fairy to come help me so I can focus on getting caught up in my other classes.

    • 5 years ago

      bellswithme

      Thank you so much to @RubberWaffle for the sponsership!!!! smiley12.gifsmiley0.gif

    • Happy Valentine's Day!

      5 years ago

      bellswithme

      Well technically, it's discount chocolate day now. I just want to say thank you all for being an amazing bunch. Whether you're my favorite person in the world *coughcough jewvion cough* or just another great person on this site, I love you all.
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  • Comments (12)

    • j_pfeifer22

      3 years ago

      Were you the girl that yelled "SELFIE" at LT on wednesday? XD

    • kiworange

      4 years ago

      thanks for the add !!!!!!!!!

    • Jewvion

      5 years ago

      Happy Valentines Day Bella,
      It's a bit late, but fuck it. I love you. Enjoy the rest of the night.
      Come spread the love

      • bellswithme Dragon

        5 years ago

        I love you too Davey. Thank you for tonight and you know, just being a part of my life in general.

    • Shinny

      5 years ago

      Hey Bellswithme, Thanks for the add and welcome!
      I'm Mr. Shinny, Godfather of the Confetti Mobsters!

      • Shinny

        5 years ago

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      • bellswithme Dragon

        5 years ago

        Hey Mr Shinny! Thank you so much for the welcome :)

    • ailsarocks Community Stylist

      5 years ago

      Welcome to the Rooster Teeth community!
      For a bigger, shinier welcome, leave a hello here!
      Oh feel free to add me!
      Hope you had a happy christmas! smiley0.gif

      • ailsarocks Community Stylist

        5 years ago

        You too buddy! smiley0.gif

      • bellswithme Dragon

        5 years ago

        Thank you so much! And merry Christmas and I hope you have a happy New Year!

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